A friend posted on Facebook asking about how varied ones music collection is. I replied and got chided for not stating what I have in my collection. As I listed a name in my varied collection, a memory or a feeling would emerge. Something to remind me of my connection to that music. For me music is the backdrop of my life. Songs are connected to times & events in my life. They are also tied into my mood and what I am focusing on in my life. There is always a song running through my head. Always. The one I hear when I wake up gives me a clue into what my subconscious has been processing. This is how I work. I understand there are those out there whose minds are not constantly churning thoughts & ideas complete with their own soundtrack. I find that fascinating and would love to chat with you sometime. The next morning I realize that I didn’t put a couple of artists on my list that my friend would be interested in. The artists wander through my head & I stick on a song. I try to let the song go as I instantly know where that song goes and do not care to visit that memory today. As I ponder the interconnectedness of music & memories & feelings, I wander back to that song. Sigh.
Author: sondra
Into the Overwhelm
Well. Here we are. 2017. Another year. I’ve somehow made it through the last one and face another year in the After. I like to have a guiding word for the year. Something to rotate my thoughts and ideas around. As 2016 was finally ending, I started searching for the word that seemed to fit my life & would serve me well in the upcoming year. I’d sit & pray & think & listen to that still small voice. I didn’t get a word. I got a picture. It was of a large, menacing-yet-beautiful wave just off the shore. I am standing in front of it facing it head on. I am called to walk through it. Into the Overwhelm. No tidy, cute, one-word mantra. A picture and a phrase. I don’t like the implications but it fits. It feels right. Into the overwhelm I go.